I THINK WE DID IT!

Last Saturday i felt the pain. Right hip, cramping, felt it both in the back and the front. I knew it was time. I had just woke up, and thought i had the day off, so i screamed for the hubby.
"It's time! It's Time! GET DOWN HERE!"
But he did not come.
So I called him, he was at my in-laws and would be home within an hour.
I showered.
I got beautified.
I brushed my teeth.
I ate a breath mint.
And he arrived.
We did everything perfect. EVERYTHING. Including me laying on my back and being careful not to cough or sneeze or anything for fear of disturbing the Olympic Swimmers. And yes, we both O'ed.

Then i relaxed on the couch switching from right to left to back hoping to get everything situated.

Then last night I had more cramping. So, we did it again just to make sure. Cramping has lasted all day today, and more than likely it was today. Lots of cervical mucous last night. So, I AM PRETTY SURE WE GOT IT!
I mean, I know i have my issues, but come on! I have to get lucky somewhere! Both times felt like ovulation, only one came with mucous (but i rarely have any) and we did everything perfect each time.

My cycles also are not very regular, sometimes i ovulate a little early, sometimes very late. Anyway, on the 25th, or 26th I will know. I work the 25th so I don't know 100% that I will test that day. It'd be a hard secret to keep all day.

Yes, I do plan to tell everyone immediately. We have kept our pain and losses a secret before and it just hurts me more, so we decided everyone will know everything within a week.

Oh, and i have hope right now. Insane amounts of it.

I am the P word. I'm sure of it.

BFN

I worked second shift today. So, knowing i was planning to test, i slept till noon. Then, at 12:06, my friend Lee text me and said her test was negative. So, i rolled out of bed and decided to POAS. I did, then got myself a drink and brushed my teeth, all while not looking at the silly thing. And, yep. Negative.

I know I'm just beginning, but come on! Now i am going to break away from just the feeling i get when i ovulate, i bought tests. I also plan to take mucinex from day 5 of my cycle until 2 days after i ovulate. Maybe ill even try some preseed.

During my next ovulation i will be at a fabulous hotel and suites reliving my honeymoon. Yes, this month means 1 year of marriage. (Yes, we knew of my pcos before marriage and tried then)

The room, actually 2 rooms, is one nice bedroom with a jacuzzi big enough for 2, a shower the size of most hotel bathrooms, and a water closet. Not to mention a king size bed with a down comforter to die for. Then, off to the size you have some sliding glass doors leading to the second room, a 85 degree pool that's about 10x20. Just for us.

Sounds like the perfect time to conceive a little one. (Yep hopes are already up) Then, when i will get the results back, will be the 4 year anniversary of our first date. What a great time to tell my husband.

On the negative side, no pun intended, i will probably call the doctor on monday to get something to bring on my period. Hopefully it will work fast so i can ovulate during my anniversary.