Friday Night Leftovers

I will be joining Danifred in Friday Night Leftovers!

• I now have to get a key made. For a car with a microchip. From what I understand this entails getting a key ordered. Having key come in. Towing car to dealership, having them program the key to the car, and then being out atleast $200 for all of the above. All because I dug Gee out of the driveway.


• I am an idiot.


• The dogs are surprisingly peaceful today. I like it.


• My pregnant employee went off on me today because she got called in to work for me this morning. She says I am just making excuses not to work. Oh I Wish! That would be soooo much cheaper.


• And healthier as I have realized all the exhaust fumes really did me in.


• Also, said employee threatened to "kick my ass" next time she sees me. I love her. Gee, upon seeing me lying in bed trying to decide if I should remain professional or if I should just go crazy and I-am-a-15-year-old-girl on her, took my phone away and informed her that she is harrassing his wife, and threatening her, and that he will be calling the cops if she does not grow up immediately and knock it off. She sent one more text of "Call the cops! They cant protect her" and then stopped.


• Which might have had something to do with the fact that Gee called my BBBB and informed her that if said employee did not immediately stop, he would call the police, and because said employee was spouting things BBBB had told her, he would get my company, or atleast BBBB for slander. Apparently, it worked like a charm. Legal? I dont know or even care.


• I love Gee, even if he did hang up on me last night in the middle of my emotional breakdown.


• Also, does anyone have a healthy recipe for stroganoff? At 500 calories a serving, I feel disgusting everytime I eat it. But it is sooooo good.


• Someday I may share my recipe. Someone should remind me, and then I will share one of my 1000 ways to dress up mac and cheese.
• After 7 wks and 2 days, I still have not bled. I have started twice, just small spotting, but that is it! I took a test this morning. I have some black cohosh, and I am thinking about taking it because I got a BFN.

Thank you for joining me in my first ever (and boring because I am too tired) Friday Night Leftovers!

Now head over to Danifred's Sippy Cups Are Not For Starbucks and give her a blogging pep talk because she is feeling a little under the weather and she forgot why she enjoys entertaining us all so much!

Bobi

HELP WANTED!

And needed.

So, Wednesday will be 7 weeks since the miscarriage. I still have not bled. A friend of mine (old boss who is now pregnant!*) had an extra test. She took a test on my birthday and it was positive at like 11 at night after eating and drinking all day. I informed her that I would rather wait, but I hadn't peed all day, so I said what the hell.

BFN

But I am not taking it too serious. But I am also not getting my hopes up. Plus, from what the wise interwebs have told me, my uterine lining will be thinner since the miscarriage and it can take several cycles to get back to normal.

If I have not bled, Friday morning I am making Gee bring home a test for me to urinate on. I find myself urinating on a lot of sticks these days.

On a lighter note, my employee who bleeds every 28 days, and for 3 or 4 days each time, (she says she always starts after 1 pm but before 8 pm, how ODD?) had a condom break. She said she has been a wreck all weekend over it. But I am a smart cookie so I set off to do some math. If your first day of your last period was the 10th, and you had sex on the 28th, you are not pregnant. I know this because, I am a SMART COOKIE!

Oh, and BBBB will not be sued. Just because PregnantEmployee is doing her stna classes anyway, and is out of there after her maternity leave anyway. (She worked 72 hours last week and has realized why I hate my job. I love her now) (and no I didn't schedule her for that, she picked up 30 hours. I am not that mean)





*Old Boss became pregnant thanks to Doctor WONDERFUL! I am looking into him. He had a consultation with her in November, and looked at the blood work her old OBGYN ordered, and said "This test, this test, this test, and this test, are useless." She still had them done, and went back to her old OBGYN and they said "Everything is fine, you need IUI" So, they provided her with no reason for her miscarriage but said she needed IUI. She wanted a second opinion so she had ANOTHER FREE consultation with Dr. WONDERFUL and he informed her that her B6 is very low, that she has a chromosomal abnormality causing that, and that she does not need IUI as of yet. She took some vitamins and minerals, and BAM! She is pregnant within 3 weeks! They check her progesterone, she needed some. She has taken some. She is 9 weeks. FARTHER THAN SHE HAS EVER MADE IT! Very proud of her. And Dr. Wonderful!


Bobi

BFN

I worked second shift today. So, knowing i was planning to test, i slept till noon. Then, at 12:06, my friend Lee text me and said her test was negative. So, i rolled out of bed and decided to POAS. I did, then got myself a drink and brushed my teeth, all while not looking at the silly thing. And, yep. Negative.

I know I'm just beginning, but come on! Now i am going to break away from just the feeling i get when i ovulate, i bought tests. I also plan to take mucinex from day 5 of my cycle until 2 days after i ovulate. Maybe ill even try some preseed.

During my next ovulation i will be at a fabulous hotel and suites reliving my honeymoon. Yes, this month means 1 year of marriage. (Yes, we knew of my pcos before marriage and tried then)

The room, actually 2 rooms, is one nice bedroom with a jacuzzi big enough for 2, a shower the size of most hotel bathrooms, and a water closet. Not to mention a king size bed with a down comforter to die for. Then, off to the size you have some sliding glass doors leading to the second room, a 85 degree pool that's about 10x20. Just for us.

Sounds like the perfect time to conceive a little one. (Yep hopes are already up) Then, when i will get the results back, will be the 4 year anniversary of our first date. What a great time to tell my husband.

On the negative side, no pun intended, i will probably call the doctor on monday to get something to bring on my period. Hopefully it will work fast so i can ovulate during my anniversary.

Test Day!

Tomorrow is test day number two, clomid wise. I have a close friend, Lee we will call her, who has a 21 month old son, A. Lee and i are on the same cycle. Exact same day for everything, and she is also trying. Her son, A, was an accident, but totally wanted. So, she is not infertile. Since we are on the same cycle we are testing the same day, and sharing our 2ww together. Plus planning our timed sex together. We are dorks.

Tomorrow is our test day, we will pee, and text each other. We are so excited and hopeful. But, i have no signs besides more cervical mucus. And a BBT of 98.86. Which is nowhere near period. Yes, i know clomid can mess that stuff up, but i still like to check it, and its been pretty normal.

But, now i have this fear, what if she is...and im not? How crappy will i feel. It is horrible for an infertile woman (anyone who has tried for a year and not succeeded is considered infertile) to compare herself to a fertile woman. We just arent the same. Will i cry, will i be jelous. Afterall, she already has one, and ive got nothin besides miscarriages to show for my hard work. But, i would love to be happy for her.

Also, another friend, we will call her Amy, just shared her news. She is my ex coworker and best friend. She is just coming out of a woman-woman relationship. They had been trying unsuccessfully to get pregnant for a few months. Then, they broke up at the start of the month. Amy, gets her period the day after me. So similar cycles. She took a test yesterday, and when she didnt see a second line after a minute, when she saw the first, she threw it away. I told her to recheck it last night. She did. YUP! It is positive. So, just to be safe she retook this morning and yep, its negative for the first 2 minutes and then at 3 minutes its positive. The test said 2 minutes. So, while she is still unsure, im pretty sure she is pregnant.

The moment she stopped trying, she gets pregnant. Isnt that how this stuff works. For fertile women anyway. For me, thats just not gonna happen.

Dispite all of this praying and hoping, i just dont think i am. You see, i cheated, i took a test an hour ago. Yes, it is diluted pee since ive been up all day, and yes it is the day before my period is even due. But if Amy can get a positive so soon, i want one too! I am going to try again in the morning but, i will try. I have my hopes up and down, i think it will be a BFN but i am sooooo sure it be a BFP. Wishful thinking.

Bobi